Showing posts with label Submission. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Submission. Show all posts

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Princess Lexi

You're probably used to a more modest Lexi. But, lately I have been thinking about what this girl really wants. Besides the sexual fantasies and fetishes, I have this desire to be spoiled like a Princess.


I have had offers in the past to financially dominate men and have passed them up. Looking back, I was uncomfortable at the time taking from someone I didn't know personally. Now, I have a completely different outlook. I work hard for what I have and how I look. I want a man to worship my slender body, my soft creamy skin, my blue eyes. I want a man whose goal is to make sure I am happy. I deserve being treated like a Princess. Broke ass guys can look elsewhere, hehe.

I cannot stress how annoyed I get when my time is wasted these days. If you don't have the means to financially support me, then don't even try.

People say money can't buy you happiness. I disagree. Every time I have extra cash and I buy something I really, really want I always have a HUGE smile on my face for a very long time.

Monday, January 30, 2012

My Panty Man

This blog is about one of my favorite callers. This man wears panties and stockings. Though, unlike similar callers with the same fetish before, he turns me on hardcore.

Our first call was late at night. I had actually not been expecting him to call me, but was pleasantly surprised and a little nervous. I knew he had a panty fetish and though I am not a new PSO, this fetish has always boggled my mind. I also knew this was a 40 minute call from the start.
Did I say 40 minutes? It seemed like 10 when it was time to hang up. We began by getting to know each other. Our likes and dislikes. I wanted to know all about the background of his fetish; if he has any limitations and exactly what he wanted from me. Unlike most callers with this fetish, he wanted to know about my fetishes and what I liked too! Wow, the conversation just flowed as if we had been long lost buddies with a need to let out our inner desires. What really excited me was that I had chatted with him in the Bedtime Bunnies chat room a few times before and did not know that was the same person! I remembered all the conversations we had in there too. We talked about me wearing stockings and heels, him eating cum off my stockings, and a bunch of other naughty, kinky things. My panty fetish caller is much more then that.
We have talked a few times now over the phone and I can't wait to talk to him again. I am not completely open with everyone, but with him I can feel comfortable telling him my dirty desires and he can do the same without any judgement. Another aspect about him that I love is that he is slightly new to this fetish. I feel as if we are both experiencing it together, maybe discovering it a bit deeper as time goes on. I get wet thinking about how hard his cock is in his soft, pink panties that I had him buy. I love how he questions why he likes his fetish since he is a straight man. I love being the one to reassure him that this is perfectly fine and letting him know how much he does turn me on. I like picking out what I want him to buy; what I want him to wear on our calls.
I am flattered that he chooses to indulge in his fetish with me and explore it more and more. I appreciate how it has become an exciting chat relationship. Until we meet again, Panty Man.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Strap-On Sex

There is nothing more sexy then a man who will let me play with his ass and be completely comfortable. Especially, if the man has a super cute tight bubbly ass like my bf.

As most of you know, I love sucking cock. I live for it. But, when I am down at the balls, sucking and massaging, I can't help but wander towards a mans ass. I prefer if a the guy is laying down or is over my head for easier access. I like to first spit right below a mans balls and have the spit run down to his asshole. Then, with my finger, I begin running it around his hole while I continue to jack off his cock. I stick my finger slightly inside his ass, feeling the warmth. My tongue begins to travel below his balls, to where my finger just was and starts to lick around his asshole, tonguing it, getting it wet, sucking on it. Mind you, he better be clean! The pleasure the man gets out of this makes this even that much better. How slutty and dirty it makes me feel to have my face in a mans ass makes me super wet.

I would like to even go beyond this. Be able to put a strap-on around my hips and crotch. I want you to lay on your back while you watch me spit on your tight asshole. I want you to want me to fuck you. Being the one inserting and not receiving is a thrill. I will go gentle at first as you watch the tip ease in and move around, loosening you up for the full length and girth of my rubber cock. You are loving every second of this new experience. Your cock is so hard. You jack it off, faster as I go harder and faster. I tell you how much I love fucking you. You can't hold it in anymore and your cock explodes with cum.

You can't believe how much you enjoyed my rubber cock up your ass. I can't wait to do it again.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Submission & Dominance


When I first began as a PSO, I thought of myself as a submissive. I enjoyed the thought of a man being in charge, taking control of me, ravaging me. Maybe it’s because at the beginning I was still new and a bit nervous and shy. Though, you may not notice it when I talk to you, I still do get slightly nervous for some calls.
The thought of being dominant and controlling another man was just too much to think about the first few weeks. Though, I did enjoy the fantasy in my mind, I was not sure how to execute my ideas. I have watched a lot of BDSM porn and I am familiar with submissives, so why this was so difficult confused me. Plus, in my everyday life, I tend to be the dominant, outspoken, confident female.
Within the first few weeks, I mostly played the role of a submissive. Sometimes, the calls were more mutual and there was no defined leader like in roleplay scenarios. A few things turned me towards wanting to play a more dominant role.
First off, certain situations that the more dominant males put me in with our phone conversations started bringing out the bitch in me. I can only be someone’s slut and whore for so long until I want to return the favor to someone else.  Second, too many guys began wasting my time with their chatting and nonsense. I was way too virgin at being a PSO. Realizing how much time I had wasted chatting online with guys who were not going to call really brought out a certain annoyance towards my kindness and submission. And last, with both of these reasons and a lot of submissive men, I began enjoying the thought of making them my slut, my whore, or causing them a bit of torture per say.
I still like being submissive on occasion, but I am definitely getting used to the dominant roles men wish me to play. I can admit I am still a bit amateur, but I am sure everyone has to start somewhere.

Saturday, December 31, 2011

2 Girl Call With Kitty

Earlier, I experienced my very first 2 girl call with the beautiful Kitty. Ironically, the caller was also my very first one on one call, too!


My nerves were no match for the excitement I had for this call. I picked up the phone and heard Kitty's voice for the first time. Her voice was sexy and sweet; very youthful. Her giggle made me smile on the other end of the line. I had to giggle back.
Paul's voice was both southern and English; a unique and pleasant mix. I had heard his voice a few times before. I could also hear porn in the background where he was. This was usual for Paul.
The call began playful but soon turned into Paul being our submissive slut. Kitty and I were now his Mistresses. Kitty was very confident in being dominant and I also felt pretty sure of my abilities. We made him play with his sex toys, tie up his balls, use clothes pins on his genitals and nipples. Such a good slut. His ass was our pussy and needed to be stretched out. We ordered him to use anal beads, a butt plug, ice cubes, and eventually a bottle up his loose asshole.
Paul begged and begged to cum. Kitty would not allow it. He began begging me and I would not let him either. After holding it for so long, poor slutty Paul could no longer wait. Kitty and I could not ignore the obvious loud moaning on the other end of the phone as he came.
And so, my first two girl call came to an end. I can't wait now for the next!