I Love Porn

Mmmm. It's 6am, and I should be asleep. But naughty thoughts keep running through my mind. All the exciting calls I experienced in the past 24 hours has my head full of different fantasies. Hehe, I will admit that I already have gotten myself off twice, but the thought of making myself squirt again is tempting. Surely many of you can relate.
Sometimes, I like to close my eyes and imagine myself in different scenarios, almost hypnotizing myself to orgasm. Though, when I am feeling extra naughty, I like to watch porn. Free internet porn sites are good enough. There is not specific type I watch, it really just depends on my mood. Regular intercourse, or even vanilla threesomes will not get me off. I like to watch fetishes and hardcore porn.
I secretly watch a lot of fisting and insertion porn. Lately, I have been more open about this being one of my favorite fetishes. I also enjoy watching multiple men cum inside a woman or even a reverse gangbang with a man getting fucked by multiple women with strap-ons. At times I will watch BDSM. Other times, I will watch scat, enema, or piss porn. Anal porn can be OK too, but is usually a bit simple for my taste.

Submission & Dominance

When I first began as a PSO, I thought of myself as a submissive. I enjoyed the thought of a man being in charge, taking control of me, ravaging me. Maybe it’s because at the beginning I was still new and a bit nervous and shy. Though, you may not notice it when I talk to you, I still do get slightly nervous for some calls.

The thought of being dominant and controlling another man was just too much to think about the first few weeks. Though, I did enjoy the fantasy in my mind, I was not sure how to execute my ideas. I have watched a lot of BDSM porn and I am familiar with submissives, so why this was so difficult confused me. Plus, in my everyday life, I tend to be the dominant, outspoken, confident female.

Within the first few weeks, I mostly played the role of a submissive. Sometimes, the calls were more mutual and there was no defined leader like in roleplay scenarios. A few things turned me towards wanting to play a more dominant role.

First off, certain situations that the more dominant males put me in with our phone conversations started bringing out the bitch in me. I can only be someone’s slut and whore for so long until I want to return the favor to someone else.  Second, too many guys began wasting my time with their chatting and nonsense. I was way too virgin at being a PSO. Realizing how much time I had wasted chatting online with guys who were not going to call really brought out a certain annoyance towards my kindness and submission. And last, with both of these reasons and a lot of submissive men, I began enjoying the thought of making them my slut, my whore, or causing them a bit of torture per say.

I still like being submissive on occasion, but I am definitely getting used to the dominant roles men wish me to play. I can admit I am still a bit amateur, but I am sure everyone has to start somewhere.

2 Girl Call With Kitty

Earlier, I experienced my very first 2 girl call with the beautiful Kitty. Ironically, the caller was also my very first one on one call, too!

My nerves were no match for the excitement I had for this call. I picked up the phone and heard Kitty's voice for the first time. Her voice was sexy and sweet; very youthful. Her giggle made me smile on the other end of the line. I had to giggle back.

Paul's voice was both southern and English; a unique and pleasant mix. I had heard his voice a few times before. I could also hear porn in the background where he was. This was usual for Paul.

The call began playful but soon turned into Paul being our submissive slut. Kitty and I were now his Mistresses. Kitty was very confident in being dominant and I also felt pretty sure of my abilities. We made him play with his sex toys, tie up his balls, use clothes pins on his genitals and nipples. Such a good slut. His ass was our pussy and needed to be stretched out. We ordered him to use anal beads, a butt plug, ice cubes, and eventually a bottle up his loose asshole.

Paul begged and begged to cum. Kitty would not allow it. He began begging me and I would not let him either. After holding it for so long, poor slutty Paul could no longer wait. Kitty and I could not ignore the obvious loud moaning on the other end of the phone as he came.

And so, my first two girl call came to an end. I can't wait now for the next!