Monday, January 30, 2012

My Panty Man

This blog is about one of my favorite callers. This man wears panties and stockings. Though, unlike similar callers with the same fetish before, he turns me on hardcore.

Our first call was late at night. I had actually not been expecting him to call me, but was pleasantly surprised and a little nervous. I knew he had a panty fetish and though I am not a new PSO, this fetish has always boggled my mind. I also knew this was a 40 minute call from the start.
Did I say 40 minutes? It seemed like 10 when it was time to hang up. We began by getting to know each other. Our likes and dislikes. I wanted to know all about the background of his fetish; if he has any limitations and exactly what he wanted from me. Unlike most callers with this fetish, he wanted to know about my fetishes and what I liked too! Wow, the conversation just flowed as if we had been long lost buddies with a need to let out our inner desires. What really excited me was that I had chatted with him in the Bedtime Bunnies chat room a few times before and did not know that was the same person! I remembered all the conversations we had in there too. We talked about me wearing stockings and heels, him eating cum off my stockings, and a bunch of other naughty, kinky things. My panty fetish caller is much more then that.
We have talked a few times now over the phone and I can't wait to talk to him again. I am not completely open with everyone, but with him I can feel comfortable telling him my dirty desires and he can do the same without any judgement. Another aspect about him that I love is that he is slightly new to this fetish. I feel as if we are both experiencing it together, maybe discovering it a bit deeper as time goes on. I get wet thinking about how hard his cock is in his soft, pink panties that I had him buy. I love how he questions why he likes his fetish since he is a straight man. I love being the one to reassure him that this is perfectly fine and letting him know how much he does turn me on. I like picking out what I want him to buy; what I want him to wear on our calls.
I am flattered that he chooses to indulge in his fetish with me and explore it more and more. I appreciate how it has become an exciting chat relationship. Until we meet again, Panty Man.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Porn, Masturbation, and a Banana

I am coming home today from being away since Saturday. Being out of town has been anything but exciting. Yesterday, though, I had a serious need to orgasm and had to pleasure myself. Without any toys or sexy men to talk to on the phone, I had to use what I had in my hotel room.

First, I went to my favorite porn site. I love how much free, nasty porn I can find on the internet. I looked up fisting porn because that was what I was in the mood to watch. Now, I looked around my hotel room for something to stick up my pussy. Usually, I just use my finger and play with my clit. But I wanted to have a massive orgasm. I wanted to squirt all over the bed.
I opened all the drawers and looked through my bags. Nothing. I looked in the bathroom, on the dresser and nightstand. Still nothing. Then, I looked next to the coffee pot on the table and found the banana I had grabbed earlier in the day. Perfect. The banana was just the right size. About 7 inches long and 2.5 inches in girth with a wonderful curve that would hit my g-spot just right. It felt nice and firm in my hand as my excitement rose.
Quickly, I took off my pants and panties and tank top, hopped into the queen size bed, and spread my legs apart. I found just the right porn video too; a strong man who kept making a woman gush and squirt over and over. Licking my finger, I began playing with my clit as I pressed play. My pussy began to get wet in a hurry. I was already close to orgasm so I slowed down a bit. I rubbed the banana against my wet pussy and slowly slid it into my vagina. Every inch of my pussy was filled as the banana curved nicely inside of me. I felt the end of it hit my g-spot and left the banana in that perfect position. I began grinding the bed slightly while watching the man fist the woman deeply. I played with my clit as it became more sensitive and swollen, being careful not to cum until I wanted. The woman in the video kept squirting and gushing, moaning as her pussy was ravaged by the man. So fucking naughty. So fucking hot.
I couldn't wait any longer. The urge was too powerful. As the man in the video began fisting the woman harder and harder, I imagined my wet pussy being treated the same way. With a loud cry, I orgasmed with such force the banana was pushed out of me. A rush of ecstasy filled my body. Pure heat and a tingling sensation. My pussy gushed and squirt all over the bedsheets for about 10 seconds. It felt so good, but I was partially wishing my masturbation session wasn't over.

I decided to wait a few minutes, did it all over again, and then had a healthy snack.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Forceful Sex from my Boyfriend


My boyfriend ravaged me the other night. For the first time in a long time, I wanted him more than anything.
For once, I was not that horny. Doing the dishes in the kitchen, my boyfriend came up to me, wrapped his arms around my waist and started kissing my neck. I told him I wasn’t in the mood right now. That did not stop him. I turned around with a half annoyed look and he pressed me hard against the kitchen counter. “Not right now.” I said. Still, he did not retreat. Hum, I thought to myself, this was definitely a different sexual side of him I had not seen in a long time. I was going to continue to play hard to get and see where it led.
Now, I am still pressed up against the counter. My boyfriend’s strength has always been impressive and a massive turn on. His hands grabbed my hair with force, exposing my neck to his lips. One of his hands began rubbing and pinching my nipples, flicking them just enough to make them extra sensitive and hard. I closed my legs tight as he reached down to rub my pussy, resisting still as much as I could. I wanted him so bad, but I wanted to make him force himself on me. Then, he whispered in my ear, “I’m going to rape you tonight.” I looked at him in disbelief. He wouldn’t follow through.
A few hours later I had given up on what I thought was an exciting but cheap threat and began to work out again. My frustration was at its peak, again. As my legs slid back and forth on my exercise machine, I saw him walk into the room. I was now stuck on my exercise machine with my legs slid open, and his hand was grabbing my pussy while the other grabbed at my breasts. I resisted and told him I wasn’t in the mood again to see if he was all talk or if he would follow through with force. He did not give up. With his muscular arms, I found myself being lifted down onto my feet and my hand forced on a very hard cock. He shoved his hand down my tight black yoga pants and began fingering me as I squirmed to get away, loving every moment. He pulled out his hard cock and forced me down on my knees, pushing my head back and forth on it. Then, I found myself on all fours as he fucked me doggy style. I couldn’t resist anymore and moaned and screamed in pleasure. My pussy was soaking. His cock was rock hard. He came a huge load on my ass. The warmth was amazing.

Friday, January 13, 2012

Whipped Cream


I like to stay on a healthy diet, but I love licking whipped cream off of a man. So many different areas to put it on, it’s hard to choose where to start.
First, I’ll put some whipped cream on my tongue and have your tongue lick it off as we slowly start to kiss. Both of our tongues are now deep inside each other’s mouth, our lips are locked. You can feel my nipples hard against your chest. You grab the whipped cream and cover them, licking and flicking the white foam off with your tongue, sucking hard with your lips. I moan and watch you while grabbing your head as you look up at me.
We begin to lock our lips again and I can’t help but notice your large thick cock erect, pressing against me. My pussy gets wet just feeling your excitement. I step back and pick up the can off whipped cream, holding your hand and lead you to the bedroom.
Laying you on the bed, I cover your hard cock and your huge balls with whipped cream so no skin shows through. I start to lick your cock like an ice cream cone. First, around the tip, then up the sides. My tongue travels down to your balls and my lips suck all the whipped cream off of them. I lick around the sides of your balls to make sure I got every last drop of the white cream. I can hear you moaning with pleasure as your cock is throbbing from my mouth and tongue on your balls.
You turn me over now and squirt the whipped cream inside of my pussy, slurping it out with your mouth. You bite at my clit and suck it. I can’t take it anymore; I am so aroused. I beg for your cock in my pussy. You fill my pussy with whipped cream again and shove your hard cock inside. The coolness of the cream and the heat from my pussy and your cock feels amazing. My legs are up in the air as you pound my pussy. I tell you to cum inside of me. We both orgasm at the same time. Your cum mixes with any of the cream left inside of me and it all starts to drip out. I run my hand along my pussy and taste the mixture. This is the best desert ever.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Strap-On Sex

There is nothing more sexy then a man who will let me play with his ass and be completely comfortable. Especially, if the man has a super cute tight bubbly ass like my bf.

As most of you know, I love sucking cock. I live for it. But, when I am down at the balls, sucking and massaging, I can't help but wander towards a mans ass. I prefer if a the guy is laying down or is over my head for easier access. I like to first spit right below a mans balls and have the spit run down to his asshole. Then, with my finger, I begin running it around his hole while I continue to jack off his cock. I stick my finger slightly inside his ass, feeling the warmth. My tongue begins to travel below his balls, to where my finger just was and starts to lick around his asshole, tonguing it, getting it wet, sucking on it. Mind you, he better be clean! The pleasure the man gets out of this makes this even that much better. How slutty and dirty it makes me feel to have my face in a mans ass makes me super wet.

I would like to even go beyond this. Be able to put a strap-on around my hips and crotch. I want you to lay on your back while you watch me spit on your tight asshole. I want you to want me to fuck you. Being the one inserting and not receiving is a thrill. I will go gentle at first as you watch the tip ease in and move around, loosening you up for the full length and girth of my rubber cock. You are loving every second of this new experience. Your cock is so hard. You jack it off, faster as I go harder and faster. I tell you how much I love fucking you. You can't hold it in anymore and your cock explodes with cum.

You can't believe how much you enjoyed my rubber cock up your ass. I can't wait to do it again.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

I Love Porn

Mmmm. It's 6am, and I should be asleep. But naughty thoughts keep running through my mind. All the exciting calls I experienced in the past 24 hours has my head full of different fantasies. Hehe, I will admit that I already have gotten myself off twice, but the thought of making myself squirt again is tempting. Surely many of you can relate.
Sometimes, I like to close my eyes and imagine myself in different scenarios, almost hypnotizing myself to orgasm. Though, when I am feeling extra naughty, I like to watch porn. Free internet porn sites are good enough. There is not specific type I watch, it really just depends on my mood. Regular intercourse, or even vanilla threesomes will not get me off. I like to watch fetishes and hardcore porn.
I secretly watch a lot of fisting and insertion porn. Lately, I have been more open about this being one of my favorite fetishes. I also enjoy watching multiple men cum inside a woman or even a reverse gangbang with a man getting fucked by multiple women with strap-ons. At times I will watch BDSM. Other times, I will watch scat, enema, or piss porn. Anal porn can be OK too, but is usually a bit simple for my taste.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Submission & Dominance


When I first began as a PSO, I thought of myself as a submissive. I enjoyed the thought of a man being in charge, taking control of me, ravaging me. Maybe it’s because at the beginning I was still new and a bit nervous and shy. Though, you may not notice it when I talk to you, I still do get slightly nervous for some calls.
The thought of being dominant and controlling another man was just too much to think about the first few weeks. Though, I did enjoy the fantasy in my mind, I was not sure how to execute my ideas. I have watched a lot of BDSM porn and I am familiar with submissives, so why this was so difficult confused me. Plus, in my everyday life, I tend to be the dominant, outspoken, confident female.
Within the first few weeks, I mostly played the role of a submissive. Sometimes, the calls were more mutual and there was no defined leader like in roleplay scenarios. A few things turned me towards wanting to play a more dominant role.
First off, certain situations that the more dominant males put me in with our phone conversations started bringing out the bitch in me. I can only be someone’s slut and whore for so long until I want to return the favor to someone else.  Second, too many guys began wasting my time with their chatting and nonsense. I was way too virgin at being a PSO. Realizing how much time I had wasted chatting online with guys who were not going to call really brought out a certain annoyance towards my kindness and submission. And last, with both of these reasons and a lot of submissive men, I began enjoying the thought of making them my slut, my whore, or causing them a bit of torture per say.
I still like being submissive on occasion, but I am definitely getting used to the dominant roles men wish me to play. I can admit I am still a bit amateur, but I am sure everyone has to start somewhere.